indie🐈‍⬛ relapsed but in kinda forced recovery

─ .✦ 23 (02) 176cm ✦. ─ an-r ─ .✦ lbmi 13.2, hbmi 20.8 ─ .✦ cw bmi high 17s? (scale confiscated) ✦. ─ gw mid bmi 15s ✦. — non edtwt dni

[indie🐈‍⬛ relapsed but in kinda forced recovery @indiec4ls]

─ .✦ july accountability tracker ✦. ─

since I can’t weigh myself, goal is to lose as much as possible🫠 (hopefully close to bmi 15s)

─ .✦ 1.4k-1.5k deficit
─ .✦ 1 metab day a week
─ .✦ 2.5L water a day min
─ .✦ 20k+ steps (pref 25k+)

[indie🐈‍⬛ relapsed but in kinda forced recovery @indiec4ls]

I can’t sleep but I have to wake up at 6am

[indie🐈‍⬛ relapsed but in kinda forced recovery @indiec4ls]

@diatudia yasss on that fibre grind

[indie🐈‍⬛ relapsed but in kinda forced recovery @indiec4ls]

planning a new breakfast, the second option is for when I can start harm reduction😩

[indie🐈‍⬛ relapsed but in kinda forced recovery @indiec4ls]

7/07

1.6k deficit☑️
940ish cals
1,010 active cals burnt by 9:30pm
23k steps
2.5L water

[indie🐈‍⬛ relapsed but in kinda forced recovery @indiec4ls]

─ .✦ july accountability tracker ✦. ─

since I can’t weigh myself, goal is to lose as much as possible🫠 (hopefully close to bmi 15s)

─ .✦ 1.4k-1.5k deficit
─ .✦ 1 metab day a week
─ .✦ 2.5L water a day min
─ .✦ 20k+ steps (pref 25k+)

[indie🐈‍⬛ relapsed but in kinda forced recovery @indiec4ls]

6/07

1.6k deficit☑️
1160ish cals
1,227 active cals burnt by 9:50pm
27k steps
2.5-3L water

[indie🐈‍⬛ relapsed but in kinda forced recovery @indiec4ls]

@organicanalog cute😻

[indie🐈‍⬛ relapsed but in kinda forced recovery @indiec4ls]

@kitty24010 omg u are gorggg

[indie🐈‍⬛ relapsed but in kinda forced recovery @indiec4ls]

I feel so stupid for struggling and relapsing because everyone expected me to be recovered

[indie🐈‍⬛ relapsed but in kinda forced recovery @indiec4ls]

I need to wake up at 6am cause my doctor’s appointment is at 9:30 fml, to do my exercise and eat breakfast at least an hour before so it digests

[indie🐈‍⬛ relapsed but in kinda forced recovery @indiec4ls]

@amorexiaa u da real gorgeous omg

[indie🐈‍⬛ relapsed but in kinda forced recovery @indiec4ls]

I’m at negative net cals but it’s only 8:30pm so I lowkey might do more later, I need to sleep before 11 tho

[indie🐈‍⬛ relapsed but in kinda forced recovery @indiec4ls]

@polkadoodledot ur so goals

[liv 💌 (-0,9/18kg) @alicexreturns]

when u ur own fatspo

[indie🐈‍⬛ relapsed but in kinda forced recovery @indiec4ls]

I’ve gotten negative net cals for at least 5 days a week the past month and on the other days they have been 200-100 (rest and metab day) 🫡🫡

[indie🐈‍⬛ relapsed but in kinda forced recovery @indiec4ls]

@symphonytonight the mango is GOAT

[indie🐈‍⬛ relapsed but in kinda forced recovery @indiec4ls]

@yearningforevr my mum and sister were discussing it and saying she looks disgusting and omg could they stfu

[indie🐈‍⬛ relapsed but in kinda forced recovery @indiec4ls]

my mum knows nothing about calories (lucky her tho) and she saw my fibre one bars and was like ‘90 calories is NOT enough for a snack!’ omg stfu no one expects me to have an EDU sized snack

[indie🐈‍⬛ relapsed but in kinda forced recovery @indiec4ls]

wow this statement had a lot of mistakes in it I need to eat

[indie🐈‍⬛ relapsed but in kinda forced recovery @indiec4ls]

I think my parents thinks I weigh 60kg LMAO I probably weigh 53-54 rn…I hope my GP doesn’t tell her my weight

[indie🐈‍⬛ relapsed but in kinda forced recovery @indiec4ls]

I did this guessing my current weight, so at least I know pretty much if they make me eat more I can still lose if I keep up my activity

[indie🐈‍⬛ relapsed but in kinda forced recovery @indiec4ls]

oh no my sister is bringing home cookies from italy

[indie🐈‍⬛ relapsed but in kinda forced recovery @indiec4ls]

@hanyiaxx I lost it at bmi 15.8, that was after I had lost about 8kgs