so
- i work 3 jobs
- paychecks go into my bills + mom’s bills
- i care for my dogs so i pay for their food + insurance and heartworm meds every month
- i have some money leftover for my food
- i dont have a car, my dad takes me to work but he charges me for every ride (it’s basically just using uber)
- haven’t been able to pay my phone bill for months or anything at all outside of what’s listed above
after this months, i’ll no longer be paying for my mom’s bills. but i also don’t know how i’ll be able to keep my jobs because my dad decided to move with his girlfriend, which means i’ll be homeless. i’ll have no money for food, no car rides, i don’t know how i can keep my dogs.
i live with my dad because of my past abusive relationship - i had to get out ASAP and was offered to live with my dad for a few months, but my mom then started asking me for bill money because she takes care of my brother who has a learning disability. i just found out recently she’s been asking for more money than she’s needed. i’ve gone broke and ruined my life over this. what can i even do? i hate how fucking stupid i am lol. and no, my parents don’t care if i’ll be homeless. my mom has actively turned my family against me by taking things i say out of context and telling them - recording me while crying, saying im going through a mental breakdown and making no one want to talk to me. my life just feels over and i don’t know how im supposed to recover from something like this at all
my door fell and hit my lamp which knocked over onto my monitor and broke it :D my life is so fucking awesome guys I love my life #ImGenuinelyAboutToFuckingKillMyself