nothing hurts more than wiping your own tears, knowing you can’t tell anyone what you were crying about. that kind of loneliness hits in a place you can’t explain.
unhealed trauma makes you tolerate so much shit you don't deserve because you don't want to lose people. healing makes you realise; losing them is better than losing yourself. you finally understand that some people don't deserve access to you, no matter how much you love them.
i saw a quote that said, "if you don't clear your misunderstandings in time, they become the reason for permanent distance." and that's realest shit ever.
Sri Mulyani waktu naikin Tukin ASN Kemenkeu 300%:
"kalau mereka kerja perutnya belum tenang, memikirkan anaknya sekolah tidak cukup segala macam-macam ya you cannot expect mereka bener."
Sri Mulyani tentang gaji guru dan dosen kecil:
"Apakah semua harus dari uang negara?"