INFJ_lady

A lady. INFJ. love dogs. and food.

[INFJ_lady @infj_lady]

Hi new followers 👋🏻 I'm a lady. I'm an #INFJ. And I don't hide anything on this account. It's a place for me to be open and honest.

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Maybe I’m just not meant to be a mom. Maybe this is all a sick game God is playing with me to beat it in my head that no matter the desire in my heart to have children it’s not in his plan.

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so many things #coronavirus has affected in my life. fertility treatment is considered an elective procedure and I have to wait. This virus is serious and I don’t disagree with the precautions. I’m just so upset and fed up. Over 3 years #TTC and a miscarriage and now a pandemic

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@infpmusing Thanks ❤️ just trying to get through today and then we’ll tackle tomorrow

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Update on this. We did a 3rd IUI. It succeeded. We were filled with so much joy.

3 weeks ago I miscarried. I’ve never been so gutted in my life.

We’re still both not okay. I feel like I’ll never be happy again. #infertility

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We ended up having to wait several months before tying again. I just... ugh

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I struggle being on social. If I see another pregnancy announcement I may just break entirely.

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I just want to stop hurting. My heart is so heavy

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We ended up having to wait several months before tying again. I just... ugh

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Just keeps coming. Failed the baseline so I have to wait another month to try another IUI

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Second IUI failed. It’s so hard not to just give up. We have another round before we really need to consider new options. Just crushed. 💔

[INFJ_lady @infj_lady]

Hubby & I: let’s have a kid!
My body: no.
Hubby & I: let’s have a kid!
My body: no.
Hubby & I: let’s have a kid!
My body: no.
Hubby & I: let’s have a kid!
My body: no. Lol ur still trying?
Hubby & I: 😡🤬 FINE SCIENCE THIS SHIT
My body: ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ur adorable
Hubby & I: 🙄😭😰

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Just keeps coming. Failed the baseline so I have to wait another month to try another IUI

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Legit ugly cried over this children’s book that was gifted to us. 💔💔❤️😭 hits so many hard points on our infertility struggles

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First IUI didn’t work guys 😞

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Guys I’m in the 2ww and I’m so over it

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Well guys we’re on some new fertility treatment and may have a shot this time 🤞🤞

[INFJ_lady @infj_lady]

[me playing a game]

[hubby comes in] watcha up to [looks straight over the shoulder]
...huh.. [walks away]

Donttt look at my screen I know you’re judging my gamessssss nuuuuuu

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Oh no I hear him coming

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Currently hiding in my office because my hubby is driving me nuts

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[hubby gives me big hug]

“Maybe it’ll never work. Maybe it’s not meant for us. And that’s okay “

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Crushed.

One of my friends who has been going through IVF as we’re going through IUI, is pregnant before me. I should be happy for her

But

I feel

More

And more

Like a failure.

Like I’ll never have that life. And that my body is more broken than everyone else

[INFJ_lady @infj_lady]

@altum_intuitiva ❤️

[INFJ_lady @infj_lady]

@LadyINFJ Thank you