🚪 oppa let’s not cry today
🐶 i’m not crying. i cried way too much yesterday. like i really cried hard yesterday, literally like heuk.heuk.heuk, sobbing on woonhak’s bed. but woonhak was like, “ah why are you crying!!” but i was really crying on his bed.
🐶 and then woonhak told me something… he said, when hyung looks tired and shuts himself in his own room and doesn’t talk to the members, that feels worse. but when hyung comes to his bed, leaves tear marks on the blanket, and then walks out… that actually makes him feel good. he said that, and hearing that made me think, wow… there really isn’t another younger brother like him. will i ever meet someone like him again in my life?
🐶 and yesterday i also said this, when riwoo brought me galbijjim and seaweed soup, i got so excited, and there were managers around too, and i was like, “do you have friends like this?! i have a friend like this! i have a friend like lee sanghyuk!” finding even one friend like this is hard in life.
🐶 my family really grew bigger. the members… i’m so thankful.
🐶 woonhak is so mature, really… sometimes it makes my heart ache. my eyes ended up really swollen.
the lyrics from the song woonhak made as jaehyun’s birthday present 🧸🎵
“when the burden sitting on your shoulders feels heavy
it's okay to put it down for a moment
congrats your birthday
just for today, it's okay to let go of what's been holding you tight and sleep peacefully
brother
has it been 4 years since i met hyung
those strange jeans and heavy scented perfume
the young me fell for that crooked charm
asking you this and that about everything
i had my first drink (in life) with hyung too
and cried for a long time together too
now we're sharing life together
brother
it might sound cheesy but can you get my sincerity?
even if there comes a day when you feel like you’re on your own
at least i'll always be by your side
i know
on those days when you feel like crying
tell me, and let's share a drink
you know you are my best friend
it's strange, i can tell just by looking at hyung's face
you shut yourself in the room, not saying a word again
i know that anxiety won't fade away so easily
that's why i'll hold on with you even if it breaks us
your spring is coming soon
so lift your shoulders high
because hyung is my pride
even if we died and were born again a thousand times
i know some we'd still found each other my friend
there's so much i'm sorry for and so much i'm grateful for
but i'm sorry i don't express it well
myung jaehyun i love you!
even if there comes a day when you feel like you’re on your own
at least i'll always be by your side
i know
on those days when you feel like crying
tell me, and let's share a drink
you know you are my best friend
thank you for being the hyung i've always wanted to get since i was young
i guess we can just grow old like this
and share a coffin together”
🌟 [#WEVERSE UPDATE] 251204 #MYUNGJAEHYUN
Everyone, Woonhak actually wrote a song for me and when I listened to it, I ended up crying so much. I really must be a happy person. I’m so grateful and I love you all. I’ll work even harder and live my life to the fullest from here on. Also, if my eyes look swollen during tomorrow’s fancall or fansign, I’m really sorry in advance to those of you who’ll be there.....