Yeah so I decided to reach out to that girl/streamer that my ex cheated on me with and she never even acknowledged my message. I thought she was a girl's girl but no. What a shame.
as my final act of love, iโll give you the silence youโve been asking for. i wonโt reach out. i wonโt send those late-night texts when my chest feels heavy. iโll swallow everything iโm dying to say and let you live like i was never there. if my absence is what brings you peace, then iโll just disappear. iโll stop waiting for replies that were never coming. iโll stop hoping youโll notice. and when it gets quiet, iโll still be here. just not for you
i heard someone say โnothing destroys a relationship faster than watching your partner show up for other people in ways that they donโt show up for youโ and thatโs the part that kills relationships because they have the capability, they just chose not to provide for you.
I hate when someone pursues YOU, builds a connection with YOU, gets you attached to their energy, then suddenly acts like youโre asking for too much when you expect the same effort they started with. LIKE??? YOU SET THE FUCKING STANDARD.
I would be making him dinner and getting him drinks the entire time the Val Masters London was happening but its okay, he might have failed me but MIBR won't lmaoooo
soft reminder to anyone who is needing to hear it: be gentle with yourself. itโs ok if youโve made mistakes. you did the best you could with what you had and now youโre growing, learning, and expanding beyond those things. forgive yourself for being human. you are doing amazing.
I forgot to add that the reason I know if because I found discord dms between them on his phone where he said he wanted to break up with me and how he'd been thinking about it for a long time. When I asked him if he'd cut off contact with her, he told me no bc he "cared for her"