r̶i̶c̶h̶a̶r̶d̶.

what have i done that wasn’t expected of me ? | 18+ . | bridgerton verse .

[ً @aslovewept]

why would a god do something like this to me? why me? why me? why me? why did you do this to me?

[r̶i̶c̶h̶a̶r̶d̶. @ingeniousavid]

— him.

“I don’t want to feel like this anymore. I’m just so tired and I don’t want to be here anymore.”

[r̶i̶c̶h̶a̶r̶d̶. @ingeniousavid]

Richard’s hands twisted into the material on the back of his father’s shirt, holding onto him like a lifeline, as if he were afraid he’d collapse if he let go. His entire frame shook with another sob that sounded, not having the strength or the will to even look up at —

[⸻ ✧ 𝑰𝑪𝑬 𝑷𝑹𝑰𝑵𝑪𝑬 #𝟐 . @BRIDGERT0NISMS]

perhaps it would be time for making an appointment for a therapy for richard , gregory had otherwise no idea what he should do anything else , he was worrying about his oldest son , god , he never had expected that this would happen to his children , this was the last thing +

[r̶i̶c̶h̶a̶r̶d̶. @ingeniousavid]

— Richard being the sobs that sounded.

[r̶i̶c̶h̶a̶r̶d̶. @ingeniousavid]

if richard really and truly understood why he felt the way that he did, it would be much more simple, but he didn’t. he just knew how tired he was and how much he didn’t want to be here.

his frame is trembling when he pulls him into a hug, the only in the room coming from —

[⸻ ✧ 𝑰𝑪𝑬 𝑷𝑹𝑰𝑵𝑪𝑬 #𝟐 . @BRIDGERT0NISMS]

hes blinking slightly , without saying a word , he would wrap his arms around him , but soon enough he finally spoke softly ❝ tell me , why you do that, Richie . ❞

[r̶i̶c̶h̶a̶r̶d̶. @ingeniousavid]

he’s really struggling.

[‍ ‍‍‍‍‍‍‍‍◞◞‍ THE 𝘚𝘌𝘊𝘖𝘕𝘋 𝗖𝗢𝗟𝗜𝗡 @legacysakes]

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[r̶i̶c̶h̶a̶r̶d̶. @ingeniousavid]

@BRIDGERT0NISMS / I can imagine him teaching a son how to play hockey 😩

[r̶i̶c̶h̶a̶r̶d̶. @ingeniousavid]

/ no bc now I want to make a younger richard

[r̶i̶c̶h̶a̶r̶d̶. @ingeniousavid]

if the school calls his parents about skipping, no he didn’t. well, actually he probably did and just doesn’t care.

[r̶i̶c̶h̶a̶r̶d̶. @ingeniousavid]

why would I have my being tired look into? we know what helps that already.

[𝓑𝐑𝐈𝐃𝐆𝐄𝐑𝐓𝐎𝐍, 𝗥𝗡. @OFL0YALTIES]

if that's the general consensus then perhaps it would be worth looking into?

[r̶i̶c̶h̶a̶r̶d̶. @ingeniousavid]

how lucky of me. is everything suddenly a symptom of depression? you all keep acting like I’m falling apart. I’m tired, just tired.

[𝓑𝐑𝐈𝐃𝐆𝐄𝐑𝐓𝐎𝐍, 𝗥𝗡. @OFL0YALTIES]

I'm an actual nurse, my unprompted opinion is usually after a paywall so I'd say you're not half unlucky. constant tiredness is also a symptom of depression.

[r̶i̶c̶h̶a̶r̶d̶. @ingeniousavid]

is that what it’s called now? seems everyone has one. I’m just tired, that’s it. tired.

[𝓑𝐑𝐈𝐃𝐆𝐄𝐑𝐓𝐎𝐍, 𝗥𝗡. @OFL0YALTIES]

it's just a clinical opinion, bud.

[r̶i̶c̶h̶a̶r̶d̶. @ingeniousavid]

now you’ve got jokes.

[𝓑𝐑𝐈𝐃𝐆𝐄𝐑𝐓𝐎𝐍, 𝗥𝗡. @OFL0YALTIES]

maybe because he's right.

[r̶i̶c̶h̶a̶r̶d̶. @ingeniousavid]

now you sound like my dad.

[𝓑𝐑𝐈𝐃𝐆𝐄𝐑𝐓𝐎𝐍, 𝗥𝗡. @OFL0YALTIES]

that's depression.

[r̶i̶c̶h̶a̶r̶d̶. @ingeniousavid]

mostly, yeah. theres not a lot I find fun anymore.

[𝓑𝐑𝐈𝐃𝐆𝐄𝐑𝐓𝐎𝐍, 𝗥𝗡. @OFL0YALTIES]

is this what you find fun?

[r̶i̶c̶h̶a̶r̶d̶. @ingeniousavid]

tell me you’ve never smoked.

[⸻ ✧ 𝑰𝑪𝑬 𝑷𝑹𝑰𝑵𝑪𝑬 #𝟐 . @BRIDGERT0NISMS]

still it is bad for you , boy .