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I am made of phantom limbs, and roots that reach out deep and far.

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Going through the motions

Am I a convincing human? Can I please feel what I'm chasing? Can I please feel?

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The shock of being pulled from cryo sleep is an adjustment; the world feels colder than when I went to sleep~ but the person who woke me feels warm.

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Do you think the world gets phantom limb syndrome from all the creatures that die?

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Perhaps my incessant need to always be meeting someone new without the energy to commit to anything beyond that;

is the fear of what I'll do when I finally have no connections at all.

My room is getting smaller

Coffin sized

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I just want someone to know I'm miserably broken and love me anyway

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Have my senses been lying to me, or does everything feel like nothing?

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Dec. 17 • 26

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I persist in a world that has moved past me and beyond me

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You've proved to me
I still have a heartbeat. ✨

Please °•~ let it be a pulse., 🖤

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Nothing to do now but count the miles on the odometer and hope that they outlive me

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I have reduced myself to ash,

bu t I am not a pho e n ix

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Perhaps my own suffering became my fetish

and with it disdain and disgust

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All I accomplished was losing more distance between

and proving to those that need reminded I am too weak to do anything other than leave a mess of frustration and lost hope in my wake.

I have done nothing here but cause detriment to those around me. Sorry will never be enough

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I see her in the glass

I want to break her free

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