Cw: 133 / Gw: 80

☹Between reality and my familiar voices☹ Diagnosed anorexia b/p, bpd, severe depression, and anxiety.

[Cw: 133 / Gw: 80 @inhaletheghosts]

You're so disgusting. All your beautiful, pure bones covered up with globs of fat.

[Cw: 133 / Gw: 80 @inhaletheghosts]

So bloated and disgusting rn

[♡ @dxelicate]

rt if i should follow you
{only follow secret accounts}

[hyuna did THAT; CONS IS BEAUTIFUL🐥 Ⓥ @IdBangU666]

Me next to what I want to be

[joanne @Prettyinthin]

Why go to school and make something of my life when I can stay home be sad and sit in my bed and puke all my food

[fat sad girl lol @givemebonez]

I hate how you can see binge results immediately but it takes weeks to see any weight loss

[☾ @disintegrxting]

My body is a complete mess. My mind is a complete mess. My social life is a complete mess. My thoughts are a complete mess = my life.

[skinnyanorexic @skinnyanorexic]

Waking up fat is getting old.

[Cw: 133 / Gw: 80 @inhaletheghosts]

I can't bear the thought of losing her too

[Cw: 133 / Gw: 80 @inhaletheghosts]

I don't know what to do

[Cw: 133 / Gw: 80 @inhaletheghosts]

At least I have my fiancé, since my parents want nothing to do with me bc of her

[Cw: 133 / Gw: 80 @inhaletheghosts]

It suck ass to be 17 and have no money no job and no place to live

[Cw: 133 / Gw: 80 @inhaletheghosts]

Hahah so I'm officially homeless again tonight

[☾ @disintegrxting]

I don't want curves. I don't want boobs. I don't want a voluptuous figure. I just want to be skinny and boney. That's it.

[☾ @disintegrxting]

Only thing on my mind right now is:

Lose weight. Lose weight. Lose weight. Lose weight. Lose weight. Lose weight. Lose weight. Lose weight.

[hyuna did THAT; CONS IS BEAUTIFUL🐥 Ⓥ @IdBangU666]

For someone thats so obsessed with their weight you'd think I'd be skinny already..

[Cw: 133 / Gw: 80 @inhaletheghosts]

@125noexcuses yes

[☾ @disintegrxting]

How I see it:

No food. No calories. No weight gain. No anxiety. No fear. No guilt. No regret. No shame.

[☾ @disintegrxting]

Being skinny would solve a lot of my mental and physical problems.

[AnaGirl @Ana_EDProblems]

It secretly upsets you when your closest friends lose weight because you don't want them to become thinner than you. #EDproblems

[♡ @lonely_soulss5]

I'm not sure if I truly believe in recovery, but why do I even bother, I'm too fat for it anyways