@JGordonBramer Also, what’s so funny is that I talk about reform schools for society. That way, kids can go there before juvenile detention. Anyways, when I was a student, I would’ve been a prime candidate for the reform school. I fought with all the little boys!
I don’t know. I acknowledge that I have demonic energy. I work very diligently to not allow my psycho bitch to live. I am constantly aware of the damage that I am able to do with my tongue and I work to control my tongue. I have to behave.
Approaching yourself with the attitude that there is an enemy within is the worst thing you can do. You become at war with yourself and won't get what you want.
Better to welcome the dark side, ask it questions about why it's there, and see if you can elevate that energy toward good (there are always opportunities to do so).
When someone chooses to push me, I have to stop and think to myself. Bottom line, walking away is always the choice. I’m not allowed to react impulsively. That is where the danger comes from.
I’m afraid of making it. I’ll have more responsibilities. Technically, right now, this is good. I’m not responsible for very much. I have to send my kid to school, and keep her out of jail. That’s it!