… I shouldn’t have asked. I’m never going to be able to speak to him again. [ Wide eyes. Visibly terrified, as he is near always. ] I think we both know that ain’t true, but it makes me feel a little better.
[ Shrug. ]
Dunno. I don’t doubt that he HAS done that before to other folks. It seems like something he’d do.
[ Small smile. ]
…..I’ll be careful, Buddy. I always try to be.
Maybe he’s just waiting for you to slip up and do something to provoke it! He can’t just fire you for no reason. Right? That’s not a thing that happens? ( *💧 .. ) I still think you should be careful. I know you like to live life on the edge, but maybe not this time!
If he REALLY wanted to fire me …. Don’t you think he would’ve done so already ?
It’ll be fine ! Trust me. I’m not the first person to have a not so nice thing to say about him & I definitely wont be the last.
I lost sight of myself so long ago that I'm hesitant to try to find myself. I'm afraid to begin. Existing sometimes gives me heart palpitations. I'm so afraid to be me.