pernah ada di titik “ini gak bakal bisa dilupain.” rasanya terlalu dalam, terlalu lama. tapi ternyata itu cuma fase, and i'm done living there.
gak ada yang benar-benar stuck selamanya. because time heals, even when it's slow. yang dulu bikin sesak, sekarang cuma jadi bagian dari cerita. walaupun jalannya gak gampang. ada hari baik, ada hari yang bikin balik lagi ke awal. kadang inget tanpa alasan, kadang ngerasa sendiri banget.
no replacement, no distraction. just me and the process. and it was hard, but i did it, i still made it through.
kayak gue tuh awalnya mikir “oh paling si abang cuma repost film lama karena vibes roma aesthetic aja dan eropa banget” BUT THEN i klik the video gue langsung kayak LAH INI KAN?? film roman holiday?? and this film actually about…and suddenly semuanya jadi terlalu related buat dianggap coincidence sama tingmeen sekarang😭
because the whole movie literally revolves around two people who unexpectedly fall in love while wandering around rome together. princess ann kabur dari hidupnya yang penuh pressure dan tuntutan, terus ketemu joe bradley yang awalnya nganggep semuanya cuma sementara. cuma sehari di roma, cuma nemenin jalan-jalan, dan cuma menikmati kota. but somewhere along the way, they fell for each other without even realizing it 😭
AND NOW LOOK AT KRATING & NICHA THESE PAST FEW DAYS??? they’ve been doing the exact same thing 😭 like genuinely. liat deh itu dua orang yang lagi menikmati waktu bareng di kota roma. random walks around roma, café dates, museum vibes, late night streets, candid moments, quiet little interactions… semuanya tuh kerasa intimate banget in the softest way possible 😭
terus yang bikin gue makin gak waras adalah… dari semua romantic movies yang ada di dunia, KRATING CHOSE THAT ONE 😭 a movie specifically about falling in love in Rome. dan habis repost itu dia langsung upload story sama nicha lagi??? like ABANGG PLEASE 😭 there is no heterosexual explanation for this level of symbolism.
because if you really think about it, film itu tuh bukan tentang cinta yang loud atau dramatis banget. it’s about two people who didn’t plan to fall in love, but somehow they did just because they spent time together. karena mereka ngobrol, ketawa, jalan tanpa tujuan, saling nemenin, dan akhirnya kota itu sendiri jadi saksi kalau perasaan mereka berubah 😭
WHICH IS EXACTLY WHAT KRATING SEEMS TO BE SAYING HERE 😭
kayak dia gak ngomong secara literal “i’m in love with nicha” tapi dia ngasih tau lewat reference film itu. lewat timing story-nya. lewat fakta kalau setelah repost movie tentang two people falling in love in Rome… dia langsung post nicha standing next to him in Rome 😭😭😭
itu tuh berasa kayak silent confession honestly 😭 kayak “this movie reminds me of us.” “i get it now.” “i understand why people fall in love in this city.”
DAN MAAP YA TAPI THE TIMING MAKES IT EVEN WORSE 😭 kalau dia repost film itu random tanpa context mungkin orang gak bakal mikir jauh. TAPI INI MEREKA LAGI DI ROMA BERDUA. literally recreating the whole vibe of the movie in real time 😭
gue tuh paling gak kuat sama fakta kalau di filmnya, joe dan ann jatuh cinta pelan-pelan lewat momen kecil yang keliatannya sederhana banget. no big declaration, no dramatic kiss under fireworks, cuma dua orang yang menikmati keberadaan satu sama lain… dan somehow that became love 😭
AND THAT IS SO KRATING & NICHA CODED IT HURTS 😭😭😭 because the way krating looks at nicha these past few days??? the way he keeps posting little moments instead of flashy couple content??? it genuinely feels like someone who’s quietly realizing he’s in love and doesn’t know how to say it directly yet 😭
so instead he reposted a movie about two people falling in love in Rome and thought nobody would notice LMFAOOOOOO 😭 #tingmeen #MasyaAllahTabarakallah