The more you want something, the more pressure there will be around believing in the possibility of it manifesting.
This is why when you care less it comes. It relieves the pressure of it happening, allowing it to happen.
Powerful manifestors often go through negative events because they do not realize the extent of their power. You're so powerful you're attracting what you believe will go wrong.
***By talking about evil, you promote it.
The Jeffery dahmer series released and now other films are following themed around "cannibalism."
Can't you see this is the evil. The creation of it. The promotion of it. This creates the vibration. Giving others the "idea." 🤦🏽♀️