@234Ammy been doing better in general thankfully, life has been busy w the gym, but yeah i despite the muscle its tormenting me that i gained a bunch of weight and i miss my lw so so so baddddd :( i grieve it dude
@soozyssnippets thank you so so much!! its rly helpful actually, i hope i can tell him eventually but take it slow for now. i know a lot of the time he reassures me im not burden to him etc .. but ofc ill overthink afterall its natural 🫠 thank you and take care tooooo 💕
@soozyssnippets Told him about my sh and he was rly nice about it but honestly I see myself as a big mental load and burden i dont wajt to burden him with more mental illness of mine ahhhhhhhhh idk 😭 should it just be in a passing conversation??
@soozyssnippets LMAOOO real we both talk generally about health and calories etc sometimes but I feel so anxious about when I'll actually reveal to him about my ed, or should I just brush it off as my past and something he doesn't need to know about to add onto my mental load for him? 🤔