situationships are NOT REAL someone made that term up and gave life to smth that doesn't exist. you like someone and they don't like u the same way but they like that u like them so they proceed to play along just to randomly drop you bc they probably found someone else to fw
he's either not replying or giving extremely dry replies i should just give up but i like him too much to be able to just let go like this because it'll just continue the cycle of the regrets and the "what if i just told him" :(
all i wanted when i started talking to him again was proper closure and i still haven't gotten that all bc i was too much of a coward to actually tell him how i really felt omfg
and i did say all i wanted was for him to have people by his side to help him through life and now he does have his people and im happy over that but i still miss him ... i miss when he said he felt safe with me