It was a mental one. And now that I understand it, I can suddenly breathe. It's like breaking the cycle, when I can finally take a breath. Because I know I can take a breath where the biggest competition is my own head and overall perspective.
For a long time, I thought I had trouble breathing because of a physical problem. Maybe asthma. Maybe something more. Until I experienced panic attacks, even before I realized they were panic attacks—and suddenly something clicked. It wasn't a physical problem. It was stress.
@sadlungssss Because theyre counting on us to understand the code of life, which we ourselves don't understand. But this only confirms that we have trouble functioning under the conditions they've given us. If they weren't there, everything would take place under the conditions they've given.
@sadlungssss the words, "I know everything was passed down through our own messages, but you should know better than what we raised you with." It's a never-ending cycle of things they passed down to us, and they hope we should know more than they passed down to us...
@JustTasteCandy @liibitez @jasxcals@BL00DLETT1NG101 Selective allocation of morality is the new religion of edtwt, mostly based on who's currently playing or is perceived as the victim and tribal reaction as a result.
@BL00DLETT1NG101@jasxcals@JustTasteCandy Post your wounds, censor the names, and call it virtue.
The theatre reeks of martyrdom tonight.
"It’s not betrayal," they cry — then sell the echo for sympathy.
Pain as performance.
Privacy as a costume.
And applause demanded like penance.
How divine.