@foodi_ed originally it was me growing up with a mom who would tell me to never get fat and a dad who took intermitent fasting to an uncomfortable level, but now ive just gained a ton of weight since i stopped b/p and my bf doesnt really touch me anymore so i wanna get hot lmao
@yezibloom mine knows i "used to" and he knows i want to lose weight so i just try to restrict/binge in private and just say i ate a large lunch at work if he asks why im not eating dinner lmao ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ (im mentally ill and need help lmao)
@mayssdiaryy started starving myself after my bf and i stopped being intimate and i just feel like he'd like me better if i was skinny. i'd like me better too anyways 👍👍
@mayssdiaryy both of my parents have always been overweight and my mom told me to "never get fat". got super depressed in middle school, got sa'd and emotionally abused by both a friend and a partner, started purging and cutting to feel like i had some control in my life
should i do calorie check ins to get feedback or is that too toxic for twt idk how far i can go on here but i just know i dont care about anything but being skinny now
i hope my gross ass pictures are good fatspo for someone, specifically took them nude so i can really fixate on the disgusting fat rolls and my sagging stomach and tits. wont get a clue otherwise
i dont have a scale so body check time, look at this fatass who decided to have a whole sandwich this morning. still an empty stomach for this pic but shows how bad my impulse control is
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negative reinforcement welcome