10/07/26
ate strawberries, 83% of a chocolate bar (yeah i counted.) and a protein pizza. i slept most the day but gonna try to get sleep now again at a reasonable 1:30am. wish me luck 🤞
not knowing what i want to eat is torturous bc i dont wanna waste cals on something that wont satisfy me and then binge but i also cant just not eat bc ill still binge. lose lose
reminiscing on when me and the person i roleplayed fr*rard with at the age of 13 would talk about our eating disorders.. i hope hes well now lowkirkuinely...
how many aura points did i lose when i misunderstood what my friend said the weight limit on their pool ladder was and kept asking about it bc i was scared i was over it...