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ur fav stonerexic ! ASD ! my venting account pls don’t follow if in recov !! TW edtwt, heavy on the no TMI. she/her, 18+ mutuals only sorry

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Like NOTHINGGGG gets me going like fucking weighing myself everyday bro ts makes me lose my appetite immediately

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They really mean it when they say don’t weigh yourself every day because that’s exactly what makes me spiral bro 😭😭😭 my mom smashing my scale when I was 15 was 110% warranted

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I’m literally half conscious for the first half of my day until I allow myself to eat I smoke so much I don’t wanna be alive until it’s omnomnom time

[nellie ☆⋆｡𖦹°‧★⋆˙⟡♡ im so back @ionlyexist7]

Prayers have been answered chat

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Praying for a good BM tmr so I can properly weigh in im tryna lose 10 lbs at LEAST before the 23rd god I forgot how miserable this is

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I think every woman ever is beautiful no matter what they look like I love chubby i love skinny I love all of them I think they’re all beautiful!!! Me tho?? I need to be bones and then die that’s just how it is

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Praying for a good BM tmr so I can properly weigh in im tryna lose 10 lbs at LEAST before the 23rd god I forgot how miserable this is

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@foaunt2 @mel988qw Oh okay so you are a dumb mean bitch Nevermind LMFAOOOO 😭😭 gotcha

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@nawal7nn Hey so am I the only one horrified by this

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@foaunt2 @mel988qw I’m not calling you a mean dumb bitch I’m saying if you are not one then there is no problem for you 😭 the majority of the people from TikTok are so that’s usually how they’re categorized. If you’re nice then you’re not associated

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@skeetercream Boston/New Hampshire, people on Reddit have reached out and told me things are relatively chill there but I can’t help but worry still 😭 just wanna take precautions yk

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I hate my friend for making me feel dumb abt being scared abt going to America like dawg am I stupid for being afraid genuinely

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The shit these health influencers be eating is so ???? I just watched a lady eat a whole box of raw radish, raw basil leaves and raw peppers like a goddamn rabbit A BIG BOX 😭😭😭 cook it at least what r we doing

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@foaunt2 @mel988qw If you’re not a dumb mean bitch then nothing ?? If the shoe fits miss ma’am idfk

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@yogeshtwet No one forcing him to do this btw

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My mom said she wants me home I’m boutta get sooo depressed I’m gonna starve crazy style she don’t even know what force she’s inviting into her home

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@Lylylimia And you get to level up to cooler colours as you recover I can get behind this

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Body checks from last summer haunting me deadass I can’t hide

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Got my concert clothes and they all fit smaller than I thought they would and I have nothing else to wear because these r the first clothes I bought since I gained weight everything else is too small too

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@Lylylimia That one bro it’s so scary 🫩 can’t even go out w friends or my bf no more im so anxious abt this specifically