I stopped explaining myself when I realized that people only grasp things from their own level of perception. It became clear that no matter how much I elaborated, their understanding would always be limited by their own perspective. So, I choose to focus on my own path and let my actions speak for themselves.
I THOUGHT I WANTED A RELATIONSHIP SO BAD BUT TODAY I REALIZE THAT I DONT! I NEED TO GET MYSELF TOGETHER 1st! Get right with God, get in shape, work on my credit, work on saving, work on my attitude and mindset, change my environment! SO THEN I CAN ATTRACT THE RIGHT VIBES!