I am tired of men. Genuinely. I am tired of the ambiguity, the conversations that lead nowhere, and the declarations that don't translate into action. I don't even want to go on another date. And yet, I am still attracted to men. Which is, frankly, an inconvenient arrangement.
and i know none of this will matter in the long run but i know a sound is still a sound around no one and while i’m in this body i want somebody to want and i want what i want and i want you to love me