God.. if u hate me, or by bring me into this world r a mistake, then pls take me. don't punish me for smth i didn't do. take me n make me die on u, or make it hurt less.
Been there,
Rasanya cmn pgn tidur seharian, ga pgn ngelakuin apapun, tapi terselamatkan dgn sedikit sisi tanggung jawab. Jadi meskipun otak log out kala itu ttp berusaha ngerjain kerjaan meski ga bener sbenernya ngerjainnya wkwk
but i js wish i am someone's kid on someone's house, feeling safe of a blanket of hug wrapped around my wishful death, saying "u have me, u're safe, take a rest n everything will be alright" then craddle to sleep.
isn't it a weakness to love someone this much? sampe ldr is a hurtful thing padahal cuma buat pulang doang. but why it doesn't feel like home at all? his love is a dangerous thing, my avoidant side kinda kicking in but i won't let it possess me, i guess.
ini cewe cewe apaan sih pada ngarepin reimburse dari lakinya... the fuck is wrong with you people 😭 ga dapet uang dari ortu kah? gak sanggup menghidupi diri sendiri kah? freak banget ngemis ke pacar gini amit amit yaAllah am i too woke for this shit