aiwi🥞

unfiltered brain soup alt acc of @airiouka 🍓 pfp: @jooxhano

[aiwi🥞 @irrelvanet]

Yes I am airi ouka your local menace I live in your floorboards and steal your chicken nuggets

[aiwi🥞 @irrelvanet]

My insomnia has gotten really bad again

[aiwi🥞 @irrelvanet]

I’m addicted to league of legends

[aiwi🥞 @irrelvanet]

Some people are so weird about vtubers showing their faces. Being a vtuber is a form of self expression and can provide a veil for those without the confidence to be on camera. People calling ama a tourist??? Like do you even know who you’re talking about???

[aiwi🥞 @irrelvanet]

Nah what this is insane

[About Music @AboutMusicYT]

Kpop music that will turn 7 years old this year.

[aiwi🥞 @irrelvanet]

I wish I had the confidence I pretend to have

[aiwi🥞 @irrelvanet]

Especially if you have a unique voice

Even other girls will turn on you and tell you to off yourself

It's fucking horrid

[luumi | twitch.tv/luumittv @luumittv]

league is adding voice chat and men are really acting confused about why women don't want it

like we haven't been playing valorant, overwatch, and CS for years

like we don't already know exactly what's going to happen

the second you speak it's one of three things:

"oh shit a girl, add me after"

"oh shit a girl, gg go next"

or just straight up harassment

there's no other option

men act like we're being dramatic but we've lived this in every game with voice

we know the script
we know how it goes

and the funniest part is men swearing "just mute them"

we've been muting OUR entire existence in YOUR games

we play better when you don't know we're here
because the second you know

suddenly every mistake is because we're a girl

every loss is our fault
every play we make gets questioned
even when we're carrying
even when we're higher rank
even when we're just better

it doesn't matter

because even when we play at a man's best, we need to play 10x better than that for it to mean something

we spoke in voice so now we're a "boosted egirl"

men really think voice chat will improve communication

meanwhile women have been communicating fine with pings for 15 years

we learned the entire ping system
we learned to type fast between plays
we learned to shotcall without ever speaking

because we had to

and now men want us to just "give voice a try"

like we haven't already tried in every other game
like we don't already know

that the second we speak half the lobby focuses more on our voice than the game

either trying to impress us
or trying to run us off the platform

there's no in between

so yeah we're not excited about voice chat

not because we're shy
because we're tired

tired of proving we deserve to be here
tired of the "damn you're good for a girl"
tired of getting friend requests after one good game
tired of callouts turning into flirting

we just want to play the game

but men can't let that happen

they have to make it about us being women

every single time

so we'll keep voice off

we'll keep pinging
we'll keep carrying silently

and men will keep wondering why women don't use voice

while being exactly the reason we don't

study the luumi way

[aiwi🥞 @irrelvanet]

I'm still sad tho even tho I don't follow love live 😞 "ruby-channn? haaaii" will forever live in meme storage in my brain

[aiwi🥞 @irrelvanet]

People in the quotes that have no idea that this is standard practice for idol groups; to have members graduate, add new members, and formally share an announcement about it lmao

"Clinging to their success" it was successful so they'll iterate, this is how jp idols work lol

[ラブライブ！シリーズ公式 @LoveLive_staff]

【🍨大切なお知らせ🍨】

いつも応援してくださるスプーンの皆様へ

#lovelive #AiScReam

[aiwi🥞 @irrelvanet]

I literally booked jan 22 off work and my older coworkers thought it was crazy that I booked a whole day off for concert tickets and were like "it's a different generation" like yes susan I need these tickets sorry 😭😭

[R I A ⁷ @bangtitude]

companies worldwide wondering why attendance dropped to zero on jan 22

[aiwi🥞 @irrelvanet]

I paid about $600 cad for front row for the mots toronto show that got cancelled cuz of covid (army presale)

I really hope they aren't too much more than 1k cuz the pain of still never seeing them live when I was supposed to be front row is already so 🥲💔

[liane⁷❀ is seeing bts @unotaehyung]

the price for bruno mars tickets in toronto... i'm suddenly scared how much BTS tickets would be 😭

[aiwi🥞 @irrelvanet]

This part of chk chk boom has become part of my cell structure

[jane & that @hugmeinnie]

straight line:
_____________________

dotted line:
.........................................

broken line:
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

unforgettable line:

[aiwi🥞 @irrelvanet]

I love them

[hourly bang chan @gnabnahcpics]

it’s defrosting…

[aiwi🥞 @irrelvanet]

been watching old bts videos all night and you don't understand you just had to be a hobi fan in this moment cuz the way I screamed when he got to do the hand thing at the end of bwl at mama 2019 😭😭😭

[aiwi🥞 @irrelvanet]

Woah this acc is 4 years old crazy

[aiwi🥞 @irrelvanet]

I was literally thinking this last night omg

[tina 🍀 @sapphicjoys]

burnout but make it sound fun

[aiwi🥞 @irrelvanet]

I’m so tired but skz new songs are so good I’m losing my mind dude omg

I keep reminding myself that I work all these crazy hours so I can be free of my student debt shackles asap and if I work hard enough I can see skz front row next time

Do it for them (and s-billy)

[aiwi🥞 @irrelvanet]

@nushuuwu I'm making my way there, slowly but surely LOL

[aiwi🥞 @irrelvanet]

Got told by a customer today that I had a "1-in-1000 voice" and they were adamant that I do voice work LOL

[aiwi🥞 @irrelvanet]

It really makes me happy when people irl compliment me and it really brings up my self esteem

[aiwi🥞 @irrelvanet]

@jooxhano What a cutie I love her