one thing... I CAN NOT STAND.... is being ignored. if you're busy, say so. if you are not in the mood to talk, say so. if you are done with me, SAY SO. COMMUNICATE.
Todos tenemos conductas autodestructivas y la mía siempre será pensar, pensar y pensar TODO EL TIEMPO. Sobreanalizar cada detalle, imaginar lo PEOR siempre y darle vueltas al mismo tema de manera obsesiva. ES DEMASIADO ESTRESANTE.
“IF YOU DONT LOVE YOURSELF HOW CAN YOU TRULY LOVE SOMEONE ELSE”
so so easily. loving someone else is ten, maybe a hundred times easier than loving yourself.
do you ever sabotage your own free time? like wtf is that about? i want to play this game or read or do something specific but instead i will just stare out the window or scroll mindlessly???
stalking her spotify playlists on the desktop version and looking at each date a song was added and cross referencing it with my own perceived timeline of events then analyzing the data and making assumptions that are probably incorrect because idk i have a lot of issues