isa ☆

hello edtwt! minors, fatphobes dni ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ free palestine 🇵🇸 pro-recovery

[isa ☆ @isagonewild]

I say people would miss me but I feel like if they just fuckinf got over it then they’d realize hey wow things are so much easier in my life

[isa ☆ @isagonewild]

I’m so depressed to a level I’ve never even been at before like I know people would miss me if I kms but I dont even gaf anymore like what do you actually mean I have to keep waking up EVERYDAY?? Every day? And keep experiencing bad things? For what even like I leave with nothing

[isa ☆ @isagonewild]

Ive gained almost 10lbs fuuuck man

[isa ☆ @isagonewild]

My dad passed away yesterday and so far everything is continuing to fall apart. To know my dad was genuinely to love him. I wish everyone could’ve been blessed with his presence.

[isa ☆ @isagonewild]

My problem is that I’m not counting my calories ❤️❤️❤️❤️ if I would do that I wouldn’t be such a fuckup

[isa ☆ @isagonewild]

I hate my life

[isa ☆ @isagonewild]

Starving myself is the only thing in my life I can control

[isa ☆ @isagonewild]

It gets worse!

[isa ☆ @isagonewild]

Been doing bad the last 2 days like not horrible I guess but shit 😢

[isa ☆ @isagonewild]

No one cares regardless of who I talk to all I hear is “I’m here for you” but nobody is ever fucking here

[isa ☆ @isagonewild]

My life is falling apart & literally everything is out of my control ❤️❤️❤️❤️

[isa ☆ @isagonewild]

Rlly feel like ruining this rn & I wouldn’t even care ❤️❤️❤️

[isa ☆ @isagonewild]

The climate clock has 4 years left on it and trump just got elected. For 4 years. Cool ok can we get a break maybe

[isa ☆ @isagonewild]

And then woke up and ate 2 sugar cookies ok no I didn’t

[isa ☆ @isagonewild]

Starting a fast and I’m gonna try and check in every hour to make sure I dontnfuck this up

[isa ☆ @isagonewild]

I literally fell asleep

[isa ☆ @isagonewild]

Meal prepped for the next 2 days of working and I’m excited abt it

[isa ☆ @isagonewild]

Been doing bad the last 2 days like not horrible I guess but shit 😢

[isa ☆ @isagonewild]

Failed then restarted then failed again bc my mom wanted to bring home food n I’m weak

[isa ☆ @isagonewild]

I failed if anyone was curious

[isa ☆ @isagonewild]

Gonna attempt to fast all day today starting now