isla ★

⟡ an-r recovery since january 27th ‘25 ⟡

[isla ★ @islarecovers]

first recovery sandwich 🤍

[isla ★ @islarecovers]

@Klovessushi GOATED!!!!!!!

[isla ★ @islarecovers]

vietnamese food with the bffie 🥢

[isla ★ @islarecovers]

oh we also decided to pick each other’s orders!!!!!! so excited!!!!!!

[isla ★ @islarecovers]

suggested that my best friend and I could go out for dinner + drinks tonight ☺️ saying yes to plans involving food is one thing, but initiating them is an even bigger step and I’m finally ready to take it!

[isla ★ @islarecovers]

@violetskies777 PORTUGAL!!! I love pastel de nata

[isla ★ @islarecovers]

@ploocki thank you so much ☺️ it should be obvious that my intentions were never malicious to begin with. I’m just putting the truth out there in hopes of urging people to seek recovery!

[isla ★ @islarecovers]

this is a friendly tough love reminder that your body won’t play catch up forever. starving yourself will eventually get to you. you think you can sustain this way of living because you’re still young and your body can fight back the damage to an extent, but this won’t be forever

[isla ★ @islarecovers]

@hovcals @em4recovery @ploocki mind citing the exact part of me saying that having an ed is the person’s fault? I beg of you to practice basic reading comprehension skills. it’s not your fault that you got sick, but it’s your responsibility to recover. nothing controversial about that. it’s the factual reality

[isla ★ @islarecovers]

@cats4dia I never said I was recovered! I’m still very much IN recovery (less than half a year in) but my mindset is pretty health oriented already. I don’t care about numbers, but I want to look AND feel good about myself. it’s a thin line I want to make sure I’m not crossing :)

[isla ★ @islarecovers]

real question: I’m already at a healthy weight, I have my period back, I exercise as a hobby on a healthy basis and eat enough; is it okay if I want to maintain the current body I have? ever since I reached a healthy bmi my body has kinda stabilised here and I’m quite fond of it?

[isla ★ @islarecovers]

no regrets

[isla ★ @islarecovers]

pulled an all nighter last night (with the exception of a 30 minute nap) and I’ve been awake for god knows how long, I desperately need to be sedated

[isla ★ @islarecovers]

restocked on fresh fruit 🤍

[isla ★ @islarecovers]

@hovcals @em4recovery @ploocki not that I owe anyone an explanation, but I was diagnosed with anorexia at age 17. I’m 23 now. I’ve wasted a lot of time on this disorder. I’m not acting like recovery is easy, I’m just giving perspective as an older person.

[isla ★ @islarecovers]

@eisradiary yoghurt bowls, protein bars, ice cream!!!! sometimes I might even make single serve mug cakes if I’m in the mood :)

[isla ★ @islarecovers]

@niko_oh_no I never restrict or compensate!!! it’s just that I’ve always been a higher weight naturally but I actually like my body better this way, it feels strong and healthy and I don’t see anything wrong with trying to sustain it? I don’t think it’s ed driven but just checking 😭

[isla ★ @islarecovers]

@duavalin @chrysantly sorry to intrude but have you considered freezing them and then grating them into shaved ice? it’s a game changer 🙂‍↕️

[isla ★ @islarecovers]

@meikoscoffee If you can’t bring yourself to delete them just yet, try moving them to your hidden folder so they won’t be shoved into your face immediately once you open your gallery 🫶

[isla ★ @islarecovers]

made myself an aperol spritz 🧡

[isla ★ @islarecovers]

@man1cdreamgirl my god you’re glowing!!!!!! beautiful girl!!!!

[isla ★ @islarecovers]

really need a margherita pizza and a huge glass of aperol spritz rn