my transness is only like the third most interesting thing about me.. following my sedentary lifestyle and the impenetrable fortress that is my soul (my mysterious aura)
i do not disinfect the injection spot, i do not put a bandaid after, i use the same needle to draw and to inject, i do not do blood tests, i vibedose, and if something goes wrong, i kill myself
I feel like I'm not that low in openness, I just kinda don't see myself as being truly creative whatsoever. really different results from when i did this a little while ago
@erasedangelface Mhmmm that's right, it's only a mental list soo I'll see where the future takes me^_^. I think the next book I'll read is definitely the divided self by rd laing, i loved his The politics of experience such a good book
every X amount of months I try my best to stop being a schizoid individual and then I give up every time. I'm giving up again. Nothing will make me coexist with people without deep psychic damage
I really really hate fun wholesomeness positivity cooperation acceptance being-less-than everything adjacent to these concepts, they're so repulsive to me, I really lack soul, I'm really the most generic moid, I really am a demon, I don't know anyone