@diddytronfoid@BarackObama is there a google doc that goes in depth about this or is this all? either way i'm not supporting him but i kinda wanna know how bad of a person he really is.
My final statement before I disappear for a bit.
I’ve seen the screenshots. And though I don’t ever recall typing these, I can’t sit here and deny thats not me in the photo. I know all of you are disappointed in me, and trust me, I’m disappointed in myself more than anyone is. I used to have a terrible habit of mimicking/saying things that those around me would say. The friend group I was with at the time wasn’t the greatest influence on me, hence why I cut all ties with them. Of course, that doesn’t excuse what I typed in those messages. But since that time I’ve been through multiple rounds of therapy and counseling, learned how to control my brain from being influenced, stopped my drinking issues, and became a healthier person. It’s a chapter of my life I wanted to toss away in the garbage because I’ve always felt guilty about all of it. I won’t be going to AC, as I’m going to work on the betterment of myself as a person. Hopefully one day, although most of you won’t forgive me, but will at least regain trust in me as a good person. I’m not who I was during that time and I’ve come a long way in the path of bettering myself for me and those around me. And at least I can have the strength to own up to my past mistakes and take accountability(unlike someone) for my actions and not dodge them/act like they are all fake. Hopefully in the near future I can prove how much I’ve changed to you all, but until then you all have more than enough cause to be upset. And I apologize to all of those I have hurt on here.
See you guys soon
-Ashe
@BreedingBunnyy i see, this is very interesting to learn about! i know you do qna's about your bottom surgery on something, but do you ever plan to get that surgery?