sylus reacting so calmly to being scratched by cat!mc is such a small moment but perfectly embodies what i love about his character and why he feels so safe despite his broader characterization. he's really perfect for girls with trauma and dysregulated nervous systems.
sometimes i think about how interesting it is that i'm so drawn to both sylus who celebrates autonomy and independence and caleb who is the ultimate example of being someone you can rely on to the point of codependency but they just heal different things in me
I like to think that as their relationship progresses Aventurine would be more open to seek Ratio’s care and comfort compared to at the start when he’d usually deal with the stress of insomnia, nightmares and anxiety by himself and maybe using destructive coping mechanisms~
love the concept of caleb doing something morally wrong to you and then banking on the idea that you’ll forgive him because you forgive him for everything
👟: my ADHD can't handle this I'm gonna play Getting Over It
👟: jk I don't know if I have ADHD I'm just saying crap sorry
👟: I don't think I have ADHD actually or maybe I do I don't know
👟: I never really cared to diagnose it because I could still live
#ShuClip
i get why txt’s target audience it’s so specific and why other bg stans hate them or can’t get into them because if you are into kpop only for the sexy masculine concepts you won’t like this 😭
rtrn sleeping tg for the first time but aven thinks they’re just doing it casually and is trying to ignore how much it hurts that the dr doesn’t like him the way he needs while ratio is so unbelievably happy that he finally has aventurine in his arms like he’s wanted for so long
When i was a kid my athiest dad would read me the bible before bed because he wanted me to be up on the lore
He'd always start by reminding me that "lots of people believe this is real but its just fairy tales but also its important you know this anyways even tho its fake"