dean

alive and unwell

[dean @ithadovee]

imagine almost killing yourself because of a split then you open tiktok to see some 15 year old girl calling herself a bpd bunny

[jia @overdrivenangel]

i hate tiktok

[dean @ithadovee]

@overdrivenangel

[dean @ithadovee]

is it normal for half the headoomfs in the system to just be persecutors or am i just a coo coo balls larper

[dean @ithadovee]

@MamaJolyne YEAH!!!! like why am i making myself out to be a disgusting waste of oxygen on this planet… yeah everyone has flaws but DAAAMN

[dean @ithadovee]

whats the science behind bpd and oversharing how horrible of a person you are

[x__x @bpdsins]

the older i get the more i realize why ppl w bpd don’t live past their 20’s

[dean @ithadovee]

being sys4sys means being polyamorous and monogamous and just homies all at once

[dean @ithadovee]

@johndick773497 aw man thanks this actually means a lot

[dean @ithadovee]

i hate bpd i hate bpd i hate bpd i miss not having a fp why cant i just love normally

[dean @ithadovee]

when you try to sleep it off but you wake up pissed

[purin @elffrierenn]

really small things ruin my mood

[dean @ithadovee]

@Moth_In_Stars fp!! its the favorite person. bpd individuals get attached to which fuels the disorder some more

[Catherine Pikachu @CathachuPikachu]

My alters at any given moment

[dean @ithadovee]

how it feels being the persecutor everyone in the sys blames everything on

[dean @ithadovee]

@rikip4ws yes!!! i am okay thank you ^_^ do not fret

[♡ @skittytism]

sys hosts when it comes to acknowledging their alters

[dean @ithadovee]

when i said i wanted to stop splitting so much this applied to both bpd and did LET ME BE NORMAL FOR ONCE FOR FUCKS SAKE

[miia @miiagarro]

please don’t ask about my hobbies i lost interest in life by 8th grade

[bre 🐾 @etoilepawzz]

i hate missing people because i know damn well they arent missing me too