It's an odd feeling being proud but disheartened with the results of your effort.
At the end of the night I'll rest my head on my pillow & know in mhy heart I tried, did my best, learned from it & haven't given up.
That's what counts in my book.
Don't Wait⏳
Honestly it's hard doing something on your own, being in the deep end/in the freezing cold it feels like.
But that's what hard feels like & that just means you're doing something uncomfortable which is okay because that road leads to growth