grabe installed twitter kasi wala na talaga ako masabihan. ive been tryna help a lot of people lately cause it makes me feel good pero ang gago kasi ubos na ubos na ako. after what those men did, i just cannot stand myself. i hate every bits of myself and i just wanna disappear.
pero honestly, parang kasalanan ko naman talaga lahat ng nangyari diba? they wont be able to hurt me like that if ibang tao ako? Ewan, somehow i find myself blaming everything sa sarili ko. im so lost and broken in all the worst possible ways.
so glad she released the 10-minute version when I'm 20 and can truly relate to it, not when I was 11 and clueless about what it feels like to die because of a gaslighting asshole who likes to toy with my emotion when the relationship becomes harder than he anticipated