Now instead of just being insecure I also feel like a cunt and an asshole and kinda insane for feeling the way I do and then shut into myself more and its so beansoup theory bc obv those posts arent made for Me but it still sucks cus I honestly dont know what to do whatever wtv
Shouting into the void bc theres like 5 people who actively see my posts so I'm hoping this kinda goes undetected but it really sucks being an anxious and insecure person when all the "helpful" posts around you inherently assume you're stupid
Like I know the things I *feel* are inherently illogical and I genuinely don't think my friends and the people I love and who love me are secretly evil monsters who want me dead I *objectively* know my fears are untrue but it doesn't help or make me feel better at all
how I go to sleep knowing I'm a fat lazy bum and have 0 serious art pieces of my main oc even tho I love him dearly and have had him for 4 years going strong bc I just rly hate making full illustrations if I don't have an extremely specific itch to scratch in my brain
wow ur selfship is so awesome and cool Veini wow thank you very much they share facts together isnt that cool wow slips on a banana peel and falls down a flight of stairs #factattackadventures