Should I trust that person?
Should I give my all to that person?
I don't know anymore. Maybe I'm just overthinking, maybe I'm seeing things that aren't there... but I'm already so attached, and that's the part that scares me the most.
I don't know if what I'm feeling is real or if it's just my mind connecting dots that don't belong together. But after reading that person's past conversations, I can't help but notice what feels like the same pattern. Maybe I'm wrong. Maybe I'm just scared of ending up the same.
I hate how my overthinking ends up being right. I keep telling myself it's all in my head, but every once in a while, reality proves me wrong. That's probably why it's so hard to ignore the thoughts now.
Sometimes I wonder if I'm just another chapter in the same story. I keep rereading the old messages, and it all feels like déjà vu. The same sweetness, the same distance, the same mixed signals. Maybe I'm overthinking... or maybe patterns really do repeat.
We’re not kids anymore, so please stop with the ‘Nausob naman ka, di man ka ingana. Sauna tung bata pa ta’ kind of talk. That was the past. We’re grown now, and we have to face our problems and deal with reality. Life isn’t always cupcakes and rainbows.