laura james

lost & PROfound

[Nicky💕 @jas_d_barbie]

I think someone knowing your heart is fragile and still choosing to do you dirty is a different kind of evil.

[EarthtoGazelle @EarthToGazelle]

Telling the truth about what someone did to you is not seeking revenge.

[Thea @thewatersideboi]

The sick feeling when you realize your intuition was right from the start and you ignored it because you wanted to believe the best in someone

[small waist, pretty face 🫦 @oddettem]

Hating you would be easy. But honestly? I just pity you. Because your biggest punishment isn't me, It's you. It's having to carry the same unresolved patterns into every relationship you touch. The constant controlling. The manipulation. The shifting stories depending on who's listening. The inability to be honest when honesty would cost you something. You call it love whenever someone gives you attention. You call it connection whenever someone validates your ego.

But love without integrity is just attachment dressed up in prettier clothes. You expect loyalty while moving disloyally. You expect trust while being untrustworthy. You expect respect while giving very little of it and somehow, when things fall apart, there's always someone else to blame. Never the choices. Never the patterns. Never the person staring back at you in the mirror. That's the part that fascinates me the most. How every relationship has a different cast of characters.

Yet the same problems somehow keep appearing. The same conflicts. The same chaos. The same disappointments. The same broken trust. At some point, maturity requires asking a difficult question: "What if the problem isn't everyone else?" Because growth begins where blame ends and accountability begins when excuses run out. The truth is, karma isn't always some dramatic event waiting around the corner.

Sometimes karma is living the same painful cycle over and over because you're unwilling to confront the part you play in creating it. Sometimes karma is never finding peace because you keep bringing the same unresolved version of yourself everywhere you go and that sounds far more exhausting than anything I could ever wish on you.

[Nuelxx @nuel_szy]

A NARCISSIST'S TIMELINE

✔️Love bomb.

✔️Control.

✔️Destroy.

✔️Play victim.

✔️Call you crazy.

✔️Tell everyone they tried their best.

✔️Then find someone new.

🔁 And do it all again.

[Jay @Wavymafia]

You ever sat down & realized, nah this person don't care nothin bout me.

[Ϟ @XqiuzX]

This has been the most depressing and confusing phase of my life. I promise i'll get my spark back, but for now, let me grieve.

[Nuelxx @nuel_szy]

“To avoid full accountability for how I hurt you, I will now express how your response and reaction to my harm has actually hurt me so that I can force you to apologize to me for what I did to you.”

- Manipulation

[Libriscent @libriscent]

How dare you blame me for my reaction when it was your actions that put me in that position in the first place? You made choices that hurt me, crossed boundaries you knew would affect me, and then acted as if my response was the real problem. I’m not saying I handled everything perfectly, but it’s unfair to paint me as the villain while ignoring the reasons I was hurting. You can criticize my reaction, but don’t forget what caused it.

[Libriscent @libriscent]

They did you dirty, got exposed by their own actions, and now they mad at you?
Baby, let them fight that demon alone.

[Ϟ @XqiuzX]

I can't believe there are people who act like they don't know what they have done, like nothing happened. As if they didn't caused pain, hurt, disrespect, damage and ruined someone's peace and mental health.

[𝕊𝕒𝕞𝕞𝕪 @FromN5_]

You cannot reconcile with people who are not honest about how they mishandled you

[ً @artfuIchaos]

Playing victim knowing you were a terrible person is insane

[♡yG♡🧚‍♀️ @angellailah_yG]

if you are not going to consider me the way i consider you, there's is no reason for us to be in each other's lives

[introvert @livewithnoregrt]

if it breaks your heart but open your eyes take that as a win.

[laura james @its_auralaura]

I think what hurts is realizing he wasn’t careful with me at all and I didn’t know that. I genuinely didn’t know the lengths to which this person went to betray me and lie to me for years on end.

[Danny404 @Daniel890680121]

moral of the story is don't put shit past nobody, all these mfs will do you dirty

[laura james @its_auralaura]

and you can’t be angry at yourself for not knowing. you can only be honest about what it feels like to find out.

And it feels like losing something twice. once when you chose to leave. and once when the truth revealed itself and you learned what you actually left.

[laura james @its_auralaura]

I think what i know now that i didn’t know then is this: the way someone handles your trust when they have nothing left to lose with you, that’s who they actually are. not who they were at the beginning when they were trying. but this. this is the true shape of a person.

[laura james @its_auralaura]

and he used that. he used my softness like a door he could walk back through whenever it suited him. still reaching, still calling, while being promised to someone else. like i was something he kept in his pocket. just in case.