Somewhere in your 20s or 30s you’ll get the opportunity to rebuild your life after a negative loop. It's very important that you see that journey through.
Just by virtue of having known, met, or interacted with certain people - either as friends, lovers, or mentors - I carry within me a particular desire for excellence. To try and always be better. I owe them that for the inspiration they planted in me, whether they know it or not.
Nobody prepares you for the fact that you will go through some of the most heart shattering experiences of your life and are still expected to show up for work. Take care of yourself. Pay your bills. Meet your goals. Just carry on… it’s awful