It'll sound petty but if you are ever feeling like you are wasting your life life just go through 2-5 mins of a general discord chat and you'll realize the true meaning of failure.
Have you considered that one way to save money is by k*lling and eating your uncle? Think about how much meat there is on an average human, and how expensive ground beef has gotten lately. Can you afford not to do this if you want to be able to own a home?