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edtwt diary
168cm | 21
sw: 78kg, cw: 65kg, gw: 50kg

[j @itsallsaul]

honestly every time i b/p i get so anxious 😭😭😭this ed is not for the weak why am i always scared for my life

[j @itsallsaul]

@lilipumpkiin mornings if i can! or right after i finish work

[j @itsallsaul]

yes but i start to get sooo prone to binging/food noise when i eat in small amounts. id rather fast and then eat a big meal

[amora ♡ got sussed @amorasagony]

does edrtwt know u can eat smaller meals throughout the day and dont have to fast and omad huge portions

[j @itsallsaul]

@Yuuukeepmesane i built it up overtime. try breaking it down throughout the day, so you can start by taking 2 small walks each day and split 5k steps

[𑣲𝒿as @wellimjas]

if i had this build i would never be sad

[sk1nn7di3t @Malishryia]

let this be you #edrtwt

[j @itsallsaul]

@Mora_li3 hmm then maybe restrict and do lots of exercise

[j @itsallsaul]

@Yuuukeepmesane aww thank you! i appreciate that

[jessica @limacupcake7]

shitting while fasting feels like a reward

[౨ৎ @darlingbmi]

control yourself today for a skinnier tomorrow, binging doesn’t even occur to you. you are as light as a feather

[lia ♡ edrtwt @petalspo_]

daily manifestation ⊹ ࣪ ˖ ᨳଓ

[j @itsallsaul]

@Mora_li3 @alicexreturns u got this!!!

[j @itsallsaul]

dude i hate the b/p cycle. day 1 of my 4 day fast and the urges are so strong and all i want to do is cry. why do humans even need to eat. like why cant i just never eat forever

[j @itsallsaul]

guys one time i was at work and my boss asked me during a presentation what i ate for dinner the day before and i remember going blank because obv the answer was NOTHING 😭😭 duh…

[j @itsallsaul]

guys i calculated and if i keep this up ill be at my ugw by december. 😊