lucy never went to india. never got to study abroad. so much of her life was taken from her and i’m mourning all the versions of her that never got to exist
grace van patten is a once-in-a-lifetime talent because you can feel the exact moment lucy snaps and how completely she’s lost herself. nothing reaches her anymore. she’s gone. give this woman every award
i think what hurts most about lucy is that she was never really okay to begin with. she walked into college already grieving her father, already hurting from her mom… and then stephen just made everything worse. she hasn’t known peace