I really thought I could walk past you and just live my life. I convinced myself I didn’t need you, that you hadn’t hurt me, that you hadn’t broken anything in me.
But looking at everything now, I see it clearly, you were the only person I ever truly loved.
And you hurt me in a way I didn’t even know was possible. So deeply that I can’t let anyone in anymore… not even you. Something in me changed after that disappointment. It’s like a part of me shut down for good.