eeeshahseee

🫧 𝑒𝓍𝓅𝑒𝓇𝓉 𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝑔𝑜𝓃𝓎 🤍

[eeeshahseee @itsdefnotmeeeee]

i want to experience the love Daniel Ceaser describes in his songs

[eeeshahseee @itsdefnotmeeeee]

I yearn for love yet I am so afraid of it

[eeeshahseee @itsdefnotmeeeee]

not talking to you kills me

[eeeshahseee @itsdefnotmeeeee]

i am a hostage to my own thoughts

[eeeshahseee @itsdefnotmeeeee]

wait why do i remember the most random things people tell me 😭

[eeeshahseee @itsdefnotmeeeee]

oh i just saw his location… oh he’s at Burberry… wait… THE SHIRT he told me about 😭

[eeeshahseee @itsdefnotmeeeee]

bro travelled to midtown manhattan two weekends straight... definitely on a date and whoever she is, lucky her 💀

[eeeshahseee @itsdefnotmeeeee]

I can still see his whereabouts😭

[eeeshahseee @itsdefnotmeeeee]

he joked about being my god and told me to worship him, so I asked him to list 10 reasons why I should worship him.

the absolute madman actually gave me 12 valid ones. I fought for my life rejecting 3 just to not let him win, but he won anyway 🙂

[eeeshahseee @itsdefnotmeeeee]

there’s no real love left in this world

[eeeshahseee @itsdefnotmeeeee]

Update: he left me on pending, what a clown. Acting brand new rn 😤

[eeeshahseee @itsdefnotmeeeee]

unfollowed him, moved on, and trying to live my life, yet Instagram still insists on dragging him back into my suggestions speed running my trauma like a bad habit.
PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE

[eeeshahseee @itsdefnotmeeeee]

intrusive thoughts won I actually sent it

[eeeshahseee @itsdefnotmeeeee]

my instagram algorithm needs to seriously chill with shoving his past choices into my feed like I care about her or her tattoos 🪷

[eeeshahseee @itsdefnotmeeeee]

can we please hit the reset button and act normal and just be friends already?

[eeeshahseee @itsdefnotmeeeee]

@fwcodex losing a Man you weren’t even dating

[eeeshahseee @itsdefnotmeeeee]

do whatever you want until we meet in december… just actually wrap it up like you always do cause literally only I get it raw and we both know no other girl ever has
also we don't even talk anymore, but i'm still holding on to hope that we are gonna see each other very soon

[eeeshahseee @itsdefnotmeeeee]

I am trying to remember what your voice sounds like and coming up empty; I don't even remember your voice anymore, but my phone rings and I still expect it to be you 🫥