I HATE ANXIETY. what did i ever do to deserve a mind that is my own worst enemy. ya Allah, please let me do my best this wednesday. i don't want to be the biggest obstacle in my own way
i really hate how my life is just a repeating cycle of waking up, eating, doing nothing, sleeping and always being onmy phone. i feel like im just constantly waiting for something different to happen each day knowing it'll never happen.
Aik to tum logon me sharam naam ki koi cheez nhi he, using real pictures/videos of a divorced couple to make your shitty jokes and for what? A few likes? Have some empathy lest you end up in the same position as these two.
i have come to realize that it's actually impossible to just bicker and banter harmlessly with someone these days. they will go all "i don't wanna fight. we're good" straight up. WHO THE HELL EVEN IS FIGHTING WE ARE TALKING
yet again husband and I are having trouble getting stuff done bc we can't stop talking. this is a common problem for us. accidentally staying up too late because our conversation is too interesting, etc
I said "ok let's stop talking for now" and he agreed. minutes later I called out "hey I just got a crazy idea" without thinking. ah shit. he came over to talk with me. we agreed we should stop after this one last thing. I told him about it, and then right away he started on something else. I said no we have to stop. I told him we should try complete silence for 30min to break the cycle. that's where we're at now. TBD if we will survive another 25min of this