I'm not sure why, but since junior high school, I've been terrified of the idea of being seen alone in public areas like malls, cinemas, restaurants, parks, and the list goes on. But today, for the first time ever, I took myself out on a little date. ...
🪄: mi gatita
🕊️: what does that mean
💿: my little cat
🕊️: wow, you're so good at spanish
💿: thanks! it's like... my first language
🕊️: i mean, i know it's your first language
GIRL?? 😭
I miss your quiet hugs, those little pats on my back, your way of comforting me without saying a word. Since you’ve been gone, I’ve felt so invisible. Please tell me what to do,... I’m so tired.
I miss you so much. You were the only one who could see right through me when something was wrong, without me having to say a word. Now I feel like I constantly have to explain myself to them but they don’t even try to understand.