It’s a different kind of pain when somebody tells you they need space from you. like the idea that you’ve done too much for the other person and they just need space from you. Like you as a person is too much for them when you never saw the other person that way is just…it hurts
pickmi minaj has become so embarazzing I feel bad for ever being a barb for someone this off the rocker. I’ve already distanced myself after learning about her pdf husband and brother but this is just all her her her now and OOF
like i end up liking him then i get over it and then i like him again and then i get over it and then i like him again, like i just end up always liking him again
From now on, I think I’m going to focus all my energy on me. Too much trying to be there and give too much to my friends mentally, physically that I’ve let myself go. And either way, ive only been sadder and sadder. So I might as well be sad and for myself.
once I internalize and finish bottling up all of this sadness and depression and exhaustion, i WILL come back to that 2018-2022 version of Josh and honestly yall will remember just how much people in my life today got the easy end of me