Somewhere in your 20s or 30s you'll get the opportunity to rebuild your life after a negative loop. It's very important that you see that journey through
one of the main reasons i’m so gentle with myself is cause i believe i’ve already experienced enough hardship in my life. i’ve already been mishandled and undervalued by others and myself at times. so i deserve more patience, forgiveness, and consideration at this point.
No one talks about how painful it is to slowly accept that the happy home, the loyal partner, and the beautiful family you dreamed about might never happen. You can have a good heart, pure intentions, and endless love to give, and still end up empty-handed. Life is often unfair.
I need someone so intense and interesting to come into my life and fascinate the fuck out of me. I want to be so super intrigued. I need someone to excite me.