the older you get the more you’ll realize that everything really is that deep. the ppl you confide in, trust, date, become friends with, the opportunities you take. what you watch and listen to. what you eat. and even what you consume mentally, emotionally and spiritually.
october, nourish my sense of self and starve any uninvited feelings of inadequacy. anchor me tightly in truth so i can resist any waves that try to pull me away from my self, cover me in blankets of awareness so i know what energy is not worth making a bed for. rejuvenate me.
to whom this may concern;
your best moments haven’t passed you by, you haven’t lost out because you aren’t where you thought you’d be by now, the timing of everything in your life is more divine than coincidental; you can never miss out on what was never for you to begin with.
God,
Thank you for giving me another day, another chance. I know I couldn’t have made it without You. You have brought me through and each time it’s strengthen my faith in You. May I let go of worry of the unknown & fully trust You through it all. In Jesus Name, Amen
may you find softness in all of the places unreciprocated energy couldn’t reach, may you find peace in all of the places that impatient energy struggled to love.
to whom this may concern;
take your time to find your footing, walk your unique path even if it feels longer, pace yourself without comparing your steps to theirs, give yourself plenty of chances to find your groove whenever the music in your inner world skips or changes.
If you like skinny girls, get you a skinny girl. If you like big girls, get you a big girl. If you like fit girls, get you a fit girl. You’re entitled to your preferences. But what you’re not gonna do is date a girl who’s not your type and make her feel inferior to other girls
Being able to call on and depend on a man is such a flex, IN MY OPINION! I mean yes I can absolutely handle things on my own but just knowing my life is a little easier because I’m supported and someone always has my back is top tier to me.