You also care deeply for others, maybe even to the point of people-pleasing, but when they don’t return the same energy, it feels devastating. It’s hard not to take it personally. You want to be close to people, but sometimes you push them away when you’re overwhelmed.
One moment you’re confident, thinking you’re strong and independent. The next, you doubt everything—you feel like you’re not good enough, like you’re too much, It’s exhausting because it feels like you’re constantly shifting between being okay and breaking down.
Imagine you’re in your room, feeling calm, But suddenly, something small happens—maybe someone leaves ur text on read, or doesn’t show the same effort you give—and it hits you harder than it should. Your mind starts racing The fear of being unloved or abandoned feels like a punch
i love a man that can express his feelings to me. You're sad? Tell me. You miss me? Tell me. Got a lot on your mind? Talk to me about it. This isn't weak, it's ATTRACTIVE.
I'm more afraid of myself than anything else in this world, scared of dying by my own hands, and I keep dodging whatever comes my way. I don't want to end up in the ER again because I have no one to rely on
I constantly question why things always happen to me, and I'm always afraid, thinking, 'Is this the end of my story?' or 'Should I kill myself now?' Another part of me is scared of 'the end,' yet I still have plans for it if I ever reach my limit.