You need boredom. A lot of it. Start by going on walks without music. No stimulation. No distractions of any kind. If you learn to sit with your own thoughts, for long enough, in time they will start serving you. You'll start having ideas once again. You'll start developing an extreme sense of clarity that will shift you into the next stage of your life. All by being bored, which is pretty insane.
please get a library card even if you won’t use it because cities will look at library statistics and use that to decide to keep libraries open and properly funded
living the soft life girls.. getting in 10 hours of sleep, waking up refreshed, making your favorite morning drink and taking hours for skincare, stretching and pilates. loving beauty and living in beauty, never stressing about anything because goddesses don't stress