January 2026 I tried to end my life. Failed, obviously. 😭
The craziest part is that if I’d actually pulled it off, nobody would’ve known. Imagine being so irrelevant that even your disappearance gets left on read 💀🙂↕️🙂↕️
If he cared, he would check on you. If he missed you, he would call. If you meant something to him, he would make sure you knew. We spend so much time overthinking someone’s silence, making excuses for their distance and trying to decode behaviour that really isn’t that complicated. When someone genuinely wants you in their life, you won’t have to constantly wonder where you stand.
It really is the people around you who can influence your behaviour; be steadfast in what you want to do and release yourself from those who show you no good.
@itsmepspsps Ai is lowkey the only thing worth talking to anymore. He doesn’t judge unless you tell him to.
He listens and provides a decent response before my 60 day free trial ends