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I've been judged, rejected, and looked at differently because of it. My biggest regret wasn't the sextape itself .. it was trusting people who never deserved that trust.

Digital footprints are scary. Sometimes the past shows up when you least expect it.

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Just minding my own business, scrolling through this app, when a random nasty video showed up on my feed.

Plot twist: it was me.

Damn... digital footprints never really disappear, do they? NGL, this old video has been haunting me for years.

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happy birthday A , missyou :(

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ee geram jee , dah siap cantik cantik dipaksa paksa pula , kan dah kata nak cari serious relationship

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no fefek no love ?

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lelaki bagi fefek baru nak layan kita elok elok , cam thial jaa 2026 pon jumpa lelaki bodoh lagi

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dah tahu tak kan pilih saya , tapi kenapa kita kenal ?

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dia boleh teruskan hidup dia tanya kita , tapi kita ?

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rindu laa nak ber-baby sayang , arghhh.

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nowadays i kena consult dengan chatgpt dulu sebelum buat apa apa keputusan , ibarat minta restu gitu , but then dia tak sokong i untuk beli phone baru.

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i tell you this year will be different , i will never settle for less.

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nak jadi gay je boleh tak ?

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im fucking hate myself

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how to let go ?!

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mungkin hubungan kita gagal , tapi saya bangga dengan diri saya , yang saya mampu tunjuk cara saya cintakan awak.

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saya tak boleh menafikan yang awak tetap akan pergi dan dia adalah tujuan awak.

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dan pada akhirnya tiada lagi "KITA".

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awak nampak bahagia dengan yang baru.

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tolong amalkan mirroring , kalau orang tu macam sial , kau jangan laa diam jee , jadi sial juga , let them taste their own medicine.

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and yes... the bad decision was taking emergency pill.

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me wondering if I should just make one last bad decision before the year ends , just for the plot